A Different Kind of Ambition
Growing doesn't always mean growing bigger.
For years, running my own studio taught me lessons that no classroom ever could.
Every quotation carried responsibility.
Every project required hundreds of decisions.
Every mistake became a lesson.
There were projects where I underestimated costs, unexpected problems that appeared halfway through construction, and countless moments where every decision rested on my shoulders alone.
Being a one-person studio meant becoming the designer, project coordinator, purchaser, accountant, problem solver, and sometimes even the delivery driver.
Some days were incredibly fulfilling.
Others were simply exhausting.
Looking back, I realise the hardest part was never the design itself.
It was carrying everything alone.
Over time, my perspective began to change.
Perhaps age brought more clarity.
Perhaps life simply taught me what matters most.
I realised that I no longer measure success by the size of a business or how many projects I can take on.
What excites me is still the same as when I first started—creating thoughtful spaces, solving problems, learning something new, and working alongside people who share the same passion.
Entrepreneurship requires a certain kind of ambition.
I have great respect for those who continue building larger businesses.
But I also discovered that my own ambition looks different.
Rather than growing a bigger company, I want to become a better designer.
Rather than carrying everything alone, I want to be part of a team where ideas are shared, challenges are solved together, and everyone grows through collaboration.
Life has also changed.
The family responsibilities that once shaped my decisions are no longer part of my daily life, giving me the opportunity to begin a new chapter with a lighter heart.
A new city.
A new routine.
A new way of working.
Joining a company doesn't feel like leaving entrepreneurship behind.
It feels like choosing the environment where I believe I can continue growing—not only as a designer, but also as a person.
Sometimes moving forward doesn't mean building something bigger.
Sometimes it means finding where you truly belong.